FucX-ing ppl on fucX-ing day

Just now, I had presented my b.p.com presentation!!!!
Before presenting, our group is full with super seniors And we are the only 3 sem 4 students in that group!!!
In the preparation of presentation, our 'seniors' didn't ask for our opinion or else... They do everything without informing us... Finally, we ask for our parts to do and we do it for them!!! And the senior might cheat us lor... Printing a 10-15pages proposal to lecturer cost rm2 per person for 7 ppk in a group!!! And he even don't want to print the brochure to others and we print our own and didn't take their money =.=|||

Our presentation is to present our company set up ... We ad submit our documents of company set up... And we present for it just now!!!! Everyone has their position in the company and my company post is financial controller!!!

When my friend is presenting, the lecturer didn't pay attention to her coz she is talking to one of the classmate with high volume coz we all can hear an annoying sound ==
Then, my turn to present!!! I'm presenting the financial reports for our company( a landscape design company)...

After presented all, the classmate A ask question about why brochure and advertisement are separated in two sub-title under marketing expenses... I answer that this is separated coz brochure is mainly for customers' understanding and advertisement is to advertise our company... It's a different item... But the stupid classmate keeps on asking about why!!! Then I tell her, in professional area, we are separated them !!! she STILL asking why!!!! Then I told her this is professional skill and maybe u should check for it through Internet if u are still don't understand!!!

Please la!!! We are presenting our landscape company not accounting firm!!! I no need to explain to u so clear about our company internal financial report since it is not the main point !!!
Then, the classmate B ask why the advertisement amount is so little as rm5000 , she don't think it's enough for advertisement!!!
When I want to answer , my stupid and annoying teammate answer it unclearly, please, he caused them to ask more!!! This is not his part please shut up!!!

While my stupid teammate is answering, classmate B still asking and classmate C join in and ask question!!! This is annoying !!!! 3 ppl talk in the same time!!! What an annoying situation like pasar!!!
So I say, can u question one by one, don't make me confuse about question!!!
Then i answer, we had our budget on that advertisement item coz we are new build up company, we have to keep part of our capital to maintain on next few months company expenses since it might be no profit at all!!! So the advertisement amount we didn't set for higher !!!!
And then she ask what I would advertise with that amount!!! I say, it will be advertise in newspaper , magazine and tv just for small part and short time since we are not paying much on that!!! Then , the stupid teammate interrupt again!!!
And the classmates keep asking on that, finally I say, I ad stated this is just initial financial reports so all the amount is just for 1st month!!!

At last, they keep their mouth shut!!

And lecturer comment that my answering is impolite!!!And I couldn't answer on that way to my customers!!! First, im not doingPR or marketing and sales!! Second, they are not my customers as landscaping design customers wont ask about our financial planned report!!!

Please, the classmate A keeps asking the same question after I answer and I'm not presenting accounting firm then why I have to answer her about our company private internal financial!!! She should ask about our design and all that!!! Idiot, keep asking the same thing since I ad answered that this is separated in professional account area!!!
Besides, the lecturer comments that I shouldn't say 'it's confusing me' !!
And please again, 3ppl talk in the same time, isn't it confusing and annoying like pasar!!! I didn't say annoying it's ad good enough!!! And why they keep on asking on financial report since it's a fake company and more important this is a landscape design companyand not accounting firm!!!and i didn't ask even i feel ur financial amount got prob when u are presenting and be fair, don't ask too much on that la!!!stupid like hell!!!

For the lecturer, I know she is not that like Chinese as we can feel that!!!
But now, she is talking to others while ppl presenting and it's not impolite but I'm the one who is impolite!!!
I just can say, it's discriminate!!!!

不想就真的不想？

信任，不管在亲情，爱情，友情都很重要

说是容易，做就很难了！！

真正懂你的人，会毫不保留地相信你！

不懂你的人，不管怎样都会怀疑你！

有人说，就不要管那些不懂你的人啦！！

但是，曾经你以为信任你的人，其实不信任你，

那你要怎么办呢？

或许，有人觉得是小事，但每个人都有底线，

这就是我的底线！！

这些质疑变成了对我人格的质疑！！

懂我的人，绝对会相信我不是那样的人！

友情，看似坚固，其实很脆弱的！！

或许，会有人觉得太小题大做，

但是我不容许我信任的朋友侮辱我的人格，我的爱情！！

朋友给我几分的信任，我会回于相等或更多的信任，有增无减！！

这是我的优点也是最大的弱点！！

或许，是我想太多！！

不过感觉不会错的！！我很心疼。。。

是我信错了人，还是我太容易相信人了？

但若我不先拿出真心交朋友，有资格要求别人真心以对吗？

我太笨了，也伤不起！！

我停止不了去想，去哭，去难受！！

但是，还是解脱不了！！

谢谢那些信任我的人！！

我钻牛角尖了，给我时间，我会好的！！ ♥

习惯

习惯是很可怕的！！

一样东西，即使你再不喜欢，

日子一久，你就会习惯了！！

一个人久了，就习惯寂寞，

一堆朋友久了，就习惯成群，

接着，就害怕孤单!!

一个人在你身旁久了，你会渐渐觉得习惯他的存在，

当他不在你身边时，你会很不好受因为习惯了他的存在！！

接着，当他不在你身旁一段日子后，你又会习惯了他的不存在，

进而忘了他！！

在大学，一群朋友在一起，已经习惯了，

当毕业时，会很难过，会不习惯，

毕业后的一段日子，或许还会联络，

但日子一久，习惯了他们的不存在，习惯了新环境，

渐渐地，彼此就生疏了，进而失去了联络！！

我害怕习惯，习惯了依赖，渐渐地会变得脆弱，

习惯了孤单，就会变得生人勿进，只能孤身奋斗！！

我害怕习惯现在的生活，更害怕离别后习惯了距离！！

现在，我只想把握现在的一切！！

谁知，明天会发生什么事呢？