same to the past, when i face any problem and really feel hard to understand, then i will come to blogger and write it out...
time is going on and on, and i still cant forget the past and now everything seems like back to me again.i thought i can trust but in fact, i am the one who are not to be trusted!
i know i couldn't be happy and nothing as i show, i feel breathless but i couldn't do anything.
i hope i can escape from this but i cant, i have to face these until everything is over.
my friends and bro keep telling me just dont care, but how difficult to ignore all if u are there?
i try and try but the feels come to me strongly and i do nothing but standing there to feel sad till breathless...
i really hate myself, why this is not the 1st time but i still cant ignore that??why i am so stupid to believe?
i force myself to ignore and smile to people...it's tired!!
the sadness comes after happiness gone...and i feel helpless and hopeless!
even though i am not that lonely but feel sad to lose that...is it all my false and i am the only one who did wrong?
i not understand and dont want to be so understand to the reality...
reality is so cruel and i hate that but i have to face the reality as time goes on!!
now i realize that i still like a child, thinking of my parents after get hurt outside...
i miss my parent deeply and i know that they will warm me and give me braveness to face all!!
and for my friends, u will always support me when i have problems and i appreciate this friendship...^^
i know, and i love u, my friends and my parents ♥
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